iZeY's uToPiaN dReAm CaFe.....brAinBreAkDanCin OvEr rEaLitY

mercredi, janvier 11, 2006

dog fight

almost a month since i wrote anithin..december has always been the most eventful month of the
calendar..thus bein so damn bz..uh huh..i can get busy.i din write..so there...

witnessed a dog gang fight on monday..whole 20 mins of it..there was the whole pre-fight sizing up of opposition..then the attempted lets-talk-this-out..and the walk away..until some random fella in this case dog says somethin stupid to send tempers blazing n rules of engagement are thrown out and battle royale begins..i think it was over a bitch..cos i saw this one dog runnin away and 2 other dogs were chasing it..then a few dawgs who saw this frm across the road rushed over to help or also chase for some carnal pleasure..i dunno..din stay long enuff to
watched the ending..

if u want to go to east coast..go on hari raya haji morning.lyk earli earli morning.bliss..almost heaven for an almost sober man..n it doesnt kill to have a beautiful girl next to u..

spent the latter part of yesterday cooped inside my jungle of a room..been feelin a lil weird..
my dad hasnt nagged at me abt comin home drunk & late for like 10 days now..im so used to him
hitting the roof at 5am goin on n on abt how im such a bad influence on my sister and that i
will get sick n become a drunkard.always reminds me of the old george michaeal song u noe..spinning the wheel

five o'clock in the morning
you ain't home
I can't help thinking that's strange

hahahah..talk abt conditioninging eh.this has nevr happened..im torn
between thinkin that its a sign that he has finalli realized that im actuali quite a wildchild outside the confines of bt batok..orrr...this is juz the fuckin calm b4 the fuckin ragin storm..or mayb he doesnt want to ruffle my aura since im in the process of realizing my dreams..oh well..wateva it is it still remains that Gin and
SugarCane Liquer shd nevr be allowed to be mixed..unless uve got some potent tooty frooty punch to kill the taste..

ive watched 3 movies starring clive owen this week..not that im takin any special interest in him..but he juz seems to appear..Closer,Sin city and Beyond Borders..he's reali talented eh..diverse roles yet he seems to fill em out so intenseli..he's an incredible actor. kinda looks like he stepped right out of an East End dagger fight onto the film studio, bringing a fresh stack of authentic steely attitude to the screen. has to be e coolest British export since the Jaguar methinks..hope Derailed does him justice..

oh yah..Beyond borders kinda hit me..is it that hard to beleive that we ALL are refugees from somethin..in a way..we all have run away frm somethin at some point in our lives not always by our own free will..Knowing where we belong in our lives is sometimes not crystalli clear..im a refugee from conformist society..or again..so i think cos im not anywhere else..so does dat make me a hypocritical NATO wannabe or a man who is pressured to place his responsibilities way b4 his ideals..to realize that u have to fulfill all ur responsibilities as a son,brother and fren before
you can bask in idealistic pursuits tends to be a very bitter pill to swallow...

I have been recently bamboozled by light years..Let's say that a star is 1 million light years away. The light from that star has traveled at the speed of light to reach us.
Therefore, it has taken the star's light 1 million years to get here, and the light we are seeing was created 1 million years ago. So the star we are seeing is really how the star looked a million years ago, not how it looks today. In the same way, our sun is 8 or so light minutes away. If the sun were to suddenly explode right now, we wouldn't know about it for eight minutes because that
is how long it would take for the light of the explosion to get here..cool eh..so look at a star tnite..n if it happens to
be 4 light years away..then ur juz seein a star from Jan 2002..

im missin the sun very much..i love the rain..but not ALL the time..ive always liked a balance of evrythin..a lil bit
of this and a lil bit of that..but the sun..i happen to think its nature's prozac..n thus im goin a lil mad..

ok time to go see how oprah mind fucks millions of females today...that woman is the devil..thats wat oprah does..she makes women think that "hey im not in such a bad situation.there;s someone more fucked up or in a more fucked up
situation that i am in"...so its alll gooooooooooood..wat kinda bullshit is that...u see..some pple look at an impossible situation and ask why.some look at the same situation and ask why not..but oprah tells u to look at the situation..then look at the person next to u who's more screwed up and say "phew thank u my black fairy god mutha..at least im not like her"..when will they evr get the point???

ok time to go meet the scientist..

peace..im ghost..

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lundi, décembre 12, 2005

bdae

its taken a week to finalli sink in...hmm..quarter century benzito...do i still have the blood to paint it red??? hmmmm...as i like it..my frens kept it real simple since im not a big fan of such stuff..with the stuff close to me..Bredas, the Stonehenge of ours:The Park and the pple who have travelled across oceans n sometimes streets to fight nex to me..hahahah..not all of em were there..since it was a surprise thingie..yes (obviousli it was the "expert" planning of our sole female member)..

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE/BEER (dem all sweet)

THE BOYS (maybe ill learn how to smile soon)..

ShaN the Man n our Party Liason "Doktor Gigi" Rashmi

peace im ghost

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vendredi, décembre 02, 2005

god

so its another friday..this week juz concorded past me..managed to get a decent part time job to tide me thru the weeks till the big one lands on my lappity lap..a few days ago someone at trg asked me who i cling on to for support since ive been flyin pretty much solo for the past coupla yrs..well..i juz shrugged it off at that moment juz like how i do with most difficult questions..for someone who thinks too much like me..the last thing i would want to do is to brain breakdance when im so darn fuckin tired..so in the confines of my jungle on my spaceship..i thot abt it

those close to me probabli noe that im ermm...pretty reserved when it comes to talkin abt anithin thats personal..not cos i live a lie..but more like i beleive that my problems can onli be solved by me and that i shdnt burden someone else with em..kinda juvenile eh..since humans are wired to seek solace n support in others. but u see...u noe my gd fren..

Mr. E.G.O..well he has this thing where he thinks he's superman..the audacity to think that problems cant be solved by another mortal..i mean..if he can solve it..y can't i? hahahah..i laught abt it sometime..cos seriousli..there are times like bein Superman is the last thing on my mind.But i inevitably juz put on that imaginary cape (the red briefs..well.
they were nevr part of the wardrobe..heh) & forget my own stuff. I speak of knights (Yellowtail Village hahaha ) and superheroes like i noe em..i do..i reali do..

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after much thot i realized that my magic formula was to leave my problems in the hands of someone above mankind..b4 2001 i left in the hands of the devil..he would lace me fuel me and entertain me..but i din beleive that he saved my sorry ass many times..when i think abt it now..who did? lady luck?? well, lets not even bring the ladies in..hahah

I'm no saint..in fact im probably the furthest thing from one in certain aspects..but i dun ask for forgiveness. it aint my style to be a Saturday sinner n be at the father's feet on sunday..ill pay for the bad ive done..n reap the benefits of the good..but ill still hang on to the big man or woman (sheesh..political correctness is a bitch..NOT TO BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT).for in him/her ive found my rock..which I,superman can lean on..n thus far..life may have been a ride
but this rollecoaster is firmly held down by my main man/woman. It aint fear at all..absoluteli..juz a whole lot of faith..blind to some..but hey..are u reali lookin??

(Disclaimer: I dun belong to no cell grp who take 10% of ur pay packet evry month, terroist organisation wanting jihad or believe that the earth will remain forever and that all people, living and dead, who will fit in with Jehovah's purpose for a beautified, inhabited earth may live on it forever.Im juz a normal hindu boy who has no other place to hang on to other than my faith.)

Although the Superman (Clark Kent) comes from a Protestant background he is apparently flexible in his Christianity.and therefore this Superman shd be allrite with his hinduism also laaaaaa...can can..altho where the hell is Lana Lang??hahaah

watchin CNN lately..I somehow felt pity for Saddam..i dunno why..this was the tyrant who made thousands if not hundreds of thousands suffer..and yet for a fleeting moment he looked like a defenceless old man who was fighting against his backstabbers and the
bullshitting protectors of the free world..y bullshitting?? well hear me out..but check this out first
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/content/a55hat.aspx?cid=690

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Morally and ethically, e attack against Iraq was wrong, because its not acceptable in a civilized world for one country to attack another when neither it nor its allies have been attacked..true? wat was proposed was to attack Iraq because of what it might do, and this is wrong.
Such an action violates e historical principle that e fuckin United States does not attack other countries unless it, or one of its allies, is attacked.

It violates e international principle that all countries have a right to secure borders, and it violates the tenets for just war laid out by most major world religions.. The damn United States has long held that negotiation, not unilateral military action, is the means to resolve international disputes..so y??
Attacking Iraq made the US turn its back on this long-held view and to become a force for international violence, not international peace...basicali becomin another tyrant

n thinkin thinkin thinkin later..e attack against Iraq has set a terrible international precedent: a precedent that if a country merely feels threatened by another country,
it would be cool to attack dat country. .. Can u even fuckin imagine the consequences if other countries follow this precedent. India and Pakistan feel threatened by one another, and have nearly gone to war. .Were either to do what the United States has done to Iraq, a nuclear war would be the likely result..

And do we reali want to encourage the Russians,that its cool to invade
Chechnya because they feel threatened by it? Or to tell Egypt and Israel that it is now all right to launch "preemptory" attacks against one another?

are we livin in a world in which countries attack one another merely because they feel threatened??..sure looks it - not a bloody world I want to live in!!!

Finally from a moral/ethical standpoint, an attack on Iraq is somethin very different from U.S. action against the Taliban and Al Qaeda..In the latter instance, the US was attacked and was rightly acting to defend itself and bring the attackers to justice. Iraq is a completely different situation - in the case of e attack against Iraq, the US became the attacker..and in so doing.. surrendered the moral high ground.

While much of Georgie Doofus Bush's argument for attackin Iraq was that Saddam might use weapons of mass destruction (WMD) against the US, there is in fact no
indication Saddam will use WMD offensively.. In fact, the deterrence principle, used for 3 decades to keep the Soviet Union in check during the Cold War, ensures that
he most likely will not.. He wants to stay in power..and using WMD against the United States would mean a sure end to his power..now why would he wanna do that??
and did they find anithin?? dickheads

but he still has to pay the price i feel..for tyranny has no place in the post modern world..i juz hope he gets a fair trial..after all...he is the Hitler of the
free world..

riiite..since..i got all of that out..poor saddam can rest well..hahaha..

my fren is gettin married tomoroe..hmmmm...the first..definitli not e last..adulthood beckons..slack

alllriiiiiiiiiite..its one-two time..

peace
im ghost

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samedi, novembre 26, 2005

finali got hold of INXS's Pretty Vegas.dEF lEPPARD meeting the Ramones...well..the music video was awesome shit.AND jd fORTUNE was all that .rock n rolla a lil lala..i JUS HAVE TO BE A ROCKSTAR in my next life..gotta inform the karma police..

November is ending too fast..i wish it went a lil slower.as much as im lookin forward to the new yr..i somehow dun want to end this ride juz as yet..cos its been a riiiiiiiiide..hell yeah..a lil too much alcohol for my own good..but limits and moderate partyin is somethin that is pretty much as alien as pan-fried zebra..

oh.talkin abt that..there was this whole issue in thailand (i think..some mongloid place la)..where the zoo kinda place wanted to put zebra,bear,giraffe and u name it on its menu..thats INSANE..they were gonna import these animals frm
Africa...so of course as usual animal activists bein the dumbfucks they are..protested..and made enuff noise to stop this whacked menu frm materialising..instead they are onli goin to offer ostrich meat..and so this made me think..
Why is it okay to kill an ostrich or a chicken for that matter for food..but not ok to kill a zebra, bear or lion if the size of the pot permitted so..is the chicken or the goat dat dispensable..wat would the world look like rite now
if cavemen started rearin zebras and antelopes for food...itll be quite the funky wet market...n we'll have the
McZebra or Pentucky Fried Giraffe...bear sausages at a bbq..hmm..somehow that doesnt sound rite...oh well..

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lundi, novembre 07, 2005

cohoco

bored times call for creative escapades..fooling ard with my fav application made this come up..i need to print it on a tshirt..but sometimes i do question myself..whether im reali a rebel..cos..most of the times..its my mind that goes
against convention..but my actions..well..they tend not to as the days of my life past me by..i juz hope im not selling out..well to be different does border bein weird..n labels are meant for food packages..

on the way back after a failed attempt to break into a club that was bein renovated..n for once..i wasnt the one who initiated such a stupid thing to do..which is y..also for once..i was relegated to the back seat of the car on our chocolate supa' highway

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ther's a month left b4 i hit 25..been waiting for it for so damn long...esp so now when im gettin kinda bored of tellin pple that im jobless and that im njoying an extended holiday of sorts..a holiday that most singaporeans will nevr get to experience even when they are in sch..that is also comin to an end now..according the biiig biig masterplan..come Jan 1st 2006..evrythin is gonna start..hopefulli on 4 wheels..ahem ahem..

feelin a lil whoozy..think its time for a smokie..i wanted to write on an issue..but it has completely slipped my mind..im gonna try n figure it out over one..

there is juz somethin so attractive abt a girl who has done so many things in her life and yet is so damn modest abt it...i shd learn..reali..

peace
im ghost..

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mardi, novembre 01, 2005

holiday greetings

and since its that time of the year when the streets of serangoon road are juz overflowing with colour,mismatched outfits and sunglasses at night..AND when the national heart centre and A&E departments of most major hospitals are on high alert due to the excessive consumption of mutton, chicken and mayb even the whole zoo together with a river of alcohol by indian males rangin from the ages of 12 till ermm..u nevr noe these days..

AND when most vegetarians are kickin themselves for choices made while they are playin with their carrots and onions in yoghurt and most vegetarian socities are wailing their hearts out at the fact that each indian household is whackin at least a goat,3 chickens and mayb a duck for gd measure if they decide to be all funky..duck sambal n shit like dat..haha..all i wanna say..holla' happy deepavali to the pple frm the south & holla' happy diwali to the pple from the north..Let us all hope that the chicken and mutton curry goes down well with the briyani and that the naan kicks ass with the butter chicken n paneer..Happy holidays evryone...make sure u wake up tomoroe with a hangover...its an indian holiday after all..

peace

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jeudi, octobre 20, 2005

dove

its been an interesting couple of days..random job applications..hittin on one
that would have brought me far far away..but alas alak reality bit..n the job was filled even tho i aced the requisite tests..how does anyone expect to be paid 2000bucks for a 72 hr week..oh well...life goes on..

i was told by a stranger who interviewed me that she was afraid of hiring singaporeans cos of their poor diction..ahh..diction..i hardli use that werd..so i asked her..whether i was one of em..n she said that i had very good diction which could be mistaken for a fake accent..sad innit..how does that happen?? but it has..many many many times..

on a rainy mid october sittin down at the bus stop..the smoke frm my mouth creatin an almost relaaaaaak scenario amongst the mad raindrops..the bus arrives..with this huuuuge ad on it..couldnt ignore..it said "does beautiful skin have to be flawless??"...No surprise it was an ad frm DOVE..

Dove has almost hit jackpot with its latest marketing strategy..marketing masterpiece in my opinion..i like to think i appreciate beauty..n in my world..it is indeed in the eye of the beholder n more often than not in the beerholder too..so rather than dissin Dove for invoking feelings of self worth in the female
population who i know for a fact are not sponsored by CoverGirl..i shd praise them..for reinforcing the point that for a woman to be indeed beautiful in its true definition

beau·ti·ful ( P ) Pronunciation Key (byt-fl)
adj.
1. Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight.
2. delighting the senses or exciting intellectual or emotional admiration

she's gotta be happy inside n feel like a million bucks..cos ive met the hottest of girls n the most
drop dead gorgeous ones b4..who speak like the world is on their shoulders n their insides are all in a
mess..they see the world in black n white and colour seems to be onli fit for their hair,nails and clothes.
they bitch with contempt and malice and they simpli hate the world..i dunno y..so yes she can be beautiful in the new paper face kinda way..but if she's a graveyard inside..its gonna show real soon..so let us all men
biiiiig up the people at Dove..cos they might juz have the remedy for the bitter woman..for it aint a willy wonka mystery
that a confident and secure woman is a happy woman who in turns becomes beautiful it at least one of its
definitions..n it reali doesnt hurt if she looks like kahlen..hahahahahha...

kahlen khalen..i noe she din win n im kinda cool with Naema winning it..cos she's reali funky in her own
yellow gummi bear kinda way..but onli when i saw one of those huuuge ads for "FlightPlan" at the busstop..
did i realize why i was diggin kahlen so soo soo much...other than the fact that she was not bitchy at all..she spoke
when she was spoken to..she mud wrestled (diggity diggity dat)..n she was juz one of those sweet country
girls who DID NOT sleep with her cousins..hahahahahah..she was a dead ringer for jodie foster...n jodie foster
is like one of those old skool likes..juz like meg ryan n the crew back then..

the goose will be landing on saturdae...my superstar fighter pilot homeboy is finalli comin home for gd after
a gd 6 yrs away..this shd change the party landscape..like it needs anymore madness..
but what are a bunch a single boys with the world at their feet to do other than party till the sun
comes up and watch the hunnies go by, shakin wat their mommas gave em..hahaha..ruff ryding all the way back..
with an empty wallet but hey...

peace im ghost..

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